okay Merry Christmas first off. if you don't celebrate Christmas i do so your getting a merry fucking Christmas anyway.

I'm not dead... yet.
I have my reasons for not being on this website since fucking June.

The main one is having access to only school computers which i have been using to hunt for college and scholarships and all that fun bullshit.

The other main reason is that on June 30 i had to undergo surgery, nothing major just basically demolishing my left foot and rebuilding it so that i'm no longer completely fucking up the rest of my skeleton when i walk on November 24 i underwent the exact same surgery on my right foot and am still recovering i can't walk again until January 4 the reason i'm on the web now is because my family got a new, aka working computer for Christmas and i can easily enough get to the office using the skateboard my eldest brother gave me to be a smart ass (you gotta love the fuckers i call family).

Anywho, there's a bunch of other contributing factors including half of you that i'm friends with on the website i can easily contact at school or through people at school, but still...

Happy fucking Holidays if you care for details on the operation in the event u're a total science nerd like me and care to hear about blood and bones and all that let me kno. I'll be happy to inform you.

The family computer died so i started begging my brother to let me use his lap top to check messages and stuff but he wont let me use it for anything else so i can't post artwork unless my other brother starts letting me use his. This really sucks right now.

It's finals week at my school which equals death.
F.I.N.A.L.S means something otherwise they wouldn't suck so bad
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That's what finals means and it fits!!!!!!!!

Apparently my chemical romance is the "foremost of these 'suicide cult' bands" If you have never listened to mcr you have no idea how stupid that claim actually is.
A 13 year old girl in the Uk Hannah Bond commited suicide by hanging herself with a tie. The girl was an "emo" and when her parents found cuts on her wrists she told them it was part of her "initiation" into the emo trend(I didn't know emo was a gang) and promised them she would stop(and these morons believed her?) the day of her suicide she went straight to her room after being told she wasn't aloud to spend the night at a friend's house saying, "I want to kill kill myself"(they knew she was cutting herself, she just screamed she wanted to kill herself and her parents left her alone in her bedroom? WTF?!)
You may be wondering how that makes mcr a suicide cult. This stupid brat was listening to the band for two weeks prior to her death. apparently the lyric "although your dead and gone believe me your memory will carry on" means 'go hang yourself from your bunk bed with a tie.'
My chemical romance is a very openly anti-suicide band. "If you or someone you know is severly depressed you need to fucking talk to somebdy! Your best friend, your mom, somebody at school, I don't give a fuck, because pissing away your life on suicide is fucking bullshit!" those are totally the words from the leader of a suicide cult.
MCR has been my favorite band for 4 years i am not part of suicide cult if i was i wouldn't be writing this. My Chem saves lives every day if this one dumb brat misinterpreted their lyrics they aren't to blame. One girl is dead but millions of others are alive because of this band. If anyone is to blame it's this kids parents wouldn't you think?

schools out so i'm happy, i'm working as an artist at an amusment park which is fun when it's not 100 degrees outside then it equals death so now that i'm not in a half century old school with a/c as old as the building(aka none) i'm working in a wooden stand in the middle of elitch gardens in downtown denver standing next to a 320 degree heat press. I'm so moving to alaska when i get older